I have been MIA for a long time and I apologize for that. I have been massively depressed about my current employment situation. I went for a job interview recently and was told on Friday that I didn't get the job.
I am so disappointed in myself. A year ago, I was just starting phase 3 of P90x, I was in the best shape of my life and finally broke into the 100's. I was down 56 lb and finally had gotten a job after a year of being unemployed.
Fast forward to today, totally out of shape, gained back 26 lbs, can't get the hell out of my own way and so depressed about my job all I feel like doing is sleeping.
Full disclosure, I've had several false starts of trying to get myself back into the game. But Saturday I sat down and had a meaningful conversation with myself, why aren't I taking advantage of the fact that I work from home, I have all the time in the world to workout, and prepare meals. So Sunday I went to the grocery store and stocked up on all fresh fruits and veggies. I pulled out the juicer again and jumped in full speed today.
Got up this morning and worked out, felt like puking the whole time, I am so out of shape. Had a lovely egg white, onion and spinach omelet, had a nice apple for a snack. A green lemonade juice for afternoon snack. I made up a skillet hash from Shape Magazine, made with spinach, potatoes and some turkey kielbasa for dinner as well as a 3 other meals later on this week.
I need to get my shit together and the day is here.
Went back to myfitnesspal and starting logging every morsel. It's the only way I can keep myself accountable. I have eaten so many leafy greens today I could possibly turn into a piece of kale or spinach. I'm hopeful that in another 6 weeks after this round of Beachbody workouts I am doing I can jump back into P90x and actually finish it this time.
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