Did someone say Super Bowl? Who cares.

I don't. I'm going to paint my toenails instead.

I'm still bitter.

I finally have Internet back up after a week of not having any, they Jerry rigged it in my living room until they come out and rewire which may be in the spring, I told them it was perfectly fine for them to just come in the spring and redo it as long as i have Internet I'm fine with it.

I'm not feeling so hot right now, feel like I'm fighting something, yesterday I kind of napped all day long and today wasn't much better. I woke up around 7:30 and then went back down at 10 until about noon. Weird.

My emotions are all over the place right now and it's reeking havoc in most of my life. Not fun at all and I'm hoping some of this anxiety will subside soon.  Financially (money is super tight), due to being unemployed I may owe about 2k in taxes, not being hired full time yet, and then boys of course. Just so much stress that I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I feel like I'm constantly walking on egg shells and my stomach has been in knots for weeks.

I may run to see the acupuncturist this week just to calm my nerves and anxiety.

Vacation is 3 weeks away, so I'm focusing on cardio right now to see if I can drop some lbs. I love me some weights but I feel like I need to go back to square one again. Its a constant battle.

Now I have to go catch up on a weeks worth of blogs from my favorites...I may be here all night.

Oh and just because it pissed me the fuck off.  This article here .  I didn't write the byline. I do not know anybody's party affiliation with the tweets, all I do know is that these people are gross. They are as gross as the Westboro Baptist Church, they are as gross as the individuals tweeting death threats against Mitt Romney during the debates, they are gross. I don't care if they are liberal, hippy dippy dipshits, pacifists, satan worshippers, good christians, conservatives or libertarians. They are disgusting scum that try to pass themselves off as human beings. These same dipshits would cower behind a soldier or police officer if ever faced with someone evil looking to take them down.  God bless their souls they will need it.